christmas.

In a way I'm spending this Christmas alone. 

I don't have that special someone to spend it with, I'm not even spending it with my parents.

I'm not sad about it, but it could be nice.

Truthfully I'm not alone at Christmas though. 

I get to spend it with two of my most excellent friends.

One who has been there for me, since our fights in the playground. The other who I've known for less than a year. 

I also get to spend it with both of my sisters, my fantastic brother in law and my four gorgeous nieces. 

I think I expect a lot from this holiday, but I know that as long as I've got all of them I wont be disappointed. After all, I think regardless of religious reasons for the holiday, christmas is really just a time to make sure that you're spending it with people you love.

regrets?

I've definitely done a lot of things in life that I'm not proud of.

There are things I wish I could forget.

But these are things that none the less have happened, and things that I've done. 

I don't know if it's better or worse that I've just come to accept them as part of me, rather than regret them forever. 

Perhaps if we could learn to accept ourselves a little more, we could also become less judgmental of others.