Giraffe Necks and Other Things.

I'm yet to find out what this is from...

I've spent almost the whole day working on uni stuff. Doing readings and various other things. I just thought I would have so much more done by 3:00PM.

I have this assumption that if I actually do the work than uni will be incredibly easy, it is easier... but it still takes a lot of effort.

I've been scared once again by talk like "you wont be able to get a job once you're finished at university". I want to immerse myself so much more in the media world. I want to get more experience and volunteer for things. I want to get involved with things like On Dit, I want to start something of my own. I want to get experience so that when I do finish uni I know where I want to go and what I want to do. It's just currently it seems like time is just slipping away, I think of starting things but it seems like the end is too near for anything to eventuate.

I'm hoping that instead of this just leaving me stuck in a rut, it'll actually motivate me to do more and get more involved. I still have three years left, so I suppose I'll just have to see how things go.

Other than fears about where my life is going in the future, I've also got fresh worries about right now. One of the guys from work was saying how our boss is angry that us casuals can hardly ever work, and because of this he wants to hire a whole load of new people. I always get worried when I hear of things like this, especially in times like this when security in retail is a very uncertain thing. I'm sure it's just a rumor, but I can't help but get worried... despite the fact that there are only two days during the week when I'm not able to work.

Oh well. I'm sure it'll all work out.